This year has been such a blessing. I’ve met some great people, i’ve worked so hard, and i’ve been given chances. A great chance, in my life. Was the first person i loved, i’ve lost. This boy of mine, he was more than just a blessing in my life. He was the reason i lived. I smiled, i laughed, and i loved. From the beginning it was tough, but as time grew on we finally learned what mattered to us the most. But recently we finally let everything go… It hurts, to be told more than once that the relationship that we shared is completely lost. The fact that we shared so many laughs, so many places we went to, so many memories will just have to be let go. I’ve never loved anyone more than i have loved you. and i know that tumblr is my only spot to talk about but im pretty sure everyones annoyed how ive been lately. I just can’t really fathom the thought that you’re really gone…. i mean i’ve cried here and there. And i can finally just live my life i guess. But its just the thought of the future with you. I had so many great intentions with you…. huy, just writing this makes me shake. But i guess it’s okay and it’s life… Huy i just wish we could return life to the way before. But RIP to everything we’ve had. It’s okay, I’ll be okay without you.. just takes time.
Ever just stare at your phone for hours just waiting for some type of reply back from the one person you love more than ever. Just one reply…… Maybe even bye. Is all I need , but it still counts as a reply, from the person I love more than ever.
“I’m in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we’re all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we’ll ever have, and I am in love with you.”